Sugar & Spice

Last night like so many other nights, I just couldn’t sleep…
Thinking of what to do I went through all my books and notebooks hoping I was going to find something to do but instead I found this:

English Translations to that would be:
“I love you more than anything in this world.
Never stop believing in yourself.
Love you.
Adriana”

Adriana is my 15 yr. old sister and she is just the most amazing person you will ever get to meet in your life. Her words are quiet and short but behind that silence there is so much to be said. She’s naive but so mature at the same time; so loyal, so selfless, so compassionate. If you are lucky enough you will have the privilege of looking at the most amazing pair of eyes you will see in your life. She’s worth more than she or anyone could imagine and it just take one look into her eyes to see her transparency and good vibes. This world would be a much much much better world if there were more Adrianas. I can bet my life on it.

Thank you A for always being there for me. It’s because of you that everyday I want to be a better person. I want you to be proud of me just as I am proud of you.

Learn, laugh, take risks, love; but never ever stop being the little ray of sunshine that you are. That’s what makes you so special. You should know that by now.

Luv You Too Sis.

A couple of months ago my 15 yr. old sister asked me if I was sexually active. After almost choking with my own saliva and try to act cool I replied her question with another question. I was just not expecting it. We were watching TV in her bedroom and out of the blue she asked.

“Have you ever had sex?” - her
“Ah? Why you ask me that?” - me
“I don’t know. Is it wrong to ask?” - me
“No. I was just not expecting it and yes I have.” - me
“Everyone in school is doing it with everyone. So wrong.” - her
“Very wrong. You see, sex is not a bad thing, but right now nor you nor your classmates or friends are prepared to the responsibilities sex could led you.” - me
“Yeah, I know” - her

Then I just couldn’t hold it anymore…

“Have you done it?” - me
“NO! I am not that stupid” - her

Oh boy I felt so relieved.

So, apparently everyone kept on having sex with everyone and now one of her classmates is pregnant by another classmate. You see, it was all kept in the same class. How cute!

…and no, I’m not tying to be an ass but come on!!

Now, either she terminates the pregnancy before the school administration finds out or she will be expelled from school and cute sweet ’superman’ will have to tag along because it’s private school.

Poor rich kids…

1. The day I met my little sister.
2. The way my grandmother used to sing to us.
2. The day I got the acceptance letter for MedSchool.
3. My parent’s faces when I told them.
4. My high school graduation.
5. Thanksgiving 2007 and his “Would you marry me?”
6. The day that I found the emails in his computer.
7. My first swimming lesson.
8. The first time someone called me ‘Doctor’ and I was only a summer intern.
9. Disney World. New York City. Spain. Morocco.
10. The smell of pool chlorine at 5am.

The Medical Sciences Campus is having a huge Halloween party for their students. Last year it was great. I want to go, I know it will be super fun and all my classmates and friends are going to be there. I’m not so sure about it though. I’m scared like you have no idea.

Last night I was doing an inventory of all the costumes we have in our house. Counting my mom’s, both of my sisters and mines. There is a lot! Since I didn’t have the time or brains to get a costume this year (and there is not effing way that I will go to party city and spend my precious time there making a 10 hour line) I will probably be recycling one from the past years. I’m still not sure about which one. My sister has sexy cop and sexy arbitrator, my little sister (yes, her clothes fit me) has cute lady bug with leggings underneath, rag doll and pirate and my mom has Greek goddess, devil, witch and prisoner. In my closet I found sexy gladiator, sexy pirate, sexy rainbow doll and sexy Greek goddess.

What do you think?? Give me ideas…
I can’t really think much right now.