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Just Venting a Bit :(

It’s been crazy lately.
I don’t even know if I can handle this kind of stress anymore. Maybe I am a bit depressed about that huge F (19/100) I wasn’t expecting yesterday. I feel like I want to quit so, so bad. I’m no quitter, but I’ve been feeling so overwhelmed lately that I don’t even recognize myself anymore. I’ve always found the asseveration ‘emotional roller coaster’ some how dramatic, but now that I analyze it, that is how I feel.

I know, I’ve ranting a lot lately, I’m sorry. I can’t help it.
Hopefully those glorifying -I’m the queen of the world- kind of days will be back soon, and if they aren’t you will be reading more and more ranting until the semester is over. Please pray those days come back soon.

I love you guys,
XOXO

PS: the temperatures are getting hotter and hotter by the day, so in other words…IT’S HOT AS FUCK!!! Damn it!!

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7 Responses to “Just Venting a Bit :(”

  1. fritzthebootlegger Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 9:59 am

    Just remember, nothing worth having comes at a small price.

  2. yacky Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 10:41 am

    To be honest, I’ve always thought you’ve been more sane than I would expect someone in med school to be. It is hard, but worth it. It’s understandable when you have to vent so don’t worry. Just don’t be surprised if everyone here expects free medical care if we vacay in PR.

  3. sugarcane Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 1:02 pm

    Any chance you can take a day to yourself and just sleep, read, take a walk, whatever? Sounds like you need some ME time. Hang in there.

  4. msvyki Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 1:23 pm

    Time for some me time. Fill your bath tub, light the candles, get a bottle of win, a glass and a magazine or book. Turn on some good music and just sit there for an hour and enjoy.

  5. fijufic Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 2:58 pm

    You just had a bad day. Remember the journey that got you in med school in the first place. You DESERVE to be there and you will get through it.

    Sometimes you fall down. No worries, your advocates will pick you up.

    Stay the course. Its going to be bumpy but you will prevail.

    GET UP AND GET GOING!!!!

    love,
    Bobby

  6. justfly Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 7:42 pm

    Vent/rant all you want here, it is good to get it out.
    I think it is expected to be a little down with that huge F. I think at one time or the other everyone gets one of those surprise F’s.
    I am certain your Queen of the World days will be back.

  7. blackbird Says:
    February 4th, 2010 at 10:05 pm

    Don’t quit.

    Vent all you need to, but don’t quit!

    And have a drinky. :D

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